Phases
Do you ever have phases when you just don't feel like yourself?
They could last minutes, hours, or even days.
Right now I guess I feel like I'm going through one of those phases. I'm trying not to think about the fact that real life is creeping up quickly. I've already started receiving emails about recruitment for sorority, a full schedule of tennis and early move in details, and this is all making me dread the fact that summer is coming to an end one of these weeks off in the not so distant future. Ah.
For a few days or whatever I guess I've just been in a funk? Not necessarily a bad mood but just not as at ease as I remember myself being only weeks before. It may be from working around kids from 8:30-4:30 and just being worn out and annoyed with them, even though its only for 3 weeks. OR it may just be one of those phases in life.
The ones were you aren't exactly sure what you feel or what you think and you just don't seem to have the energy to change that. One of those phases were if someone asked you "Who are you?" you feel as though you might not even have words to describe yourself. Sometimes life is kinda strange in that way and it just seems confusing, like you don't know what you're doing or where you are heading. Even though you know it will pass and soon the clouds of confusion will break...it sucks while you are stuck in the phase. Blah.
Someone break me out of this funk. At the end of it all I don't think a goodnights sleep would hurt anything. If you're ever in one of these phases I guess you just always have to remember that in a short short while you won't even remember feeling so strange. Over and Out.
They could last minutes, hours, or even days.
Right now I guess I feel like I'm going through one of those phases. I'm trying not to think about the fact that real life is creeping up quickly. I've already started receiving emails about recruitment for sorority, a full schedule of tennis and early move in details, and this is all making me dread the fact that summer is coming to an end one of these weeks off in the not so distant future. Ah.
For a few days or whatever I guess I've just been in a funk? Not necessarily a bad mood but just not as at ease as I remember myself being only weeks before. It may be from working around kids from 8:30-4:30 and just being worn out and annoyed with them, even though its only for 3 weeks. OR it may just be one of those phases in life.
The ones were you aren't exactly sure what you feel or what you think and you just don't seem to have the energy to change that. One of those phases were if someone asked you "Who are you?" you feel as though you might not even have words to describe yourself. Sometimes life is kinda strange in that way and it just seems confusing, like you don't know what you're doing or where you are heading. Even though you know it will pass and soon the clouds of confusion will break...it sucks while you are stuck in the phase. Blah.
Someone break me out of this funk. At the end of it all I don't think a goodnights sleep would hurt anything. If you're ever in one of these phases I guess you just always have to remember that in a short short while you won't even remember feeling so strange. Over and Out.
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